Saturday, September 18, 2010

Invitation to a Dream...2010 Beauty & the Beast Convention (Part 2)

Having devoted the entire previous post to Linda Hamilton, let me assure you that the San Diego Convention would have been wonderful even if she had not shown up!

We stayed at the Courtyard Marriott in Old Town. When I realized how close San Diego is to Mexico, I had some wild thoughts about crossing the border just to say I had been out of the country. But that was really not necessary – just a few blocks from our hotel was the heart of Old Town where you can truly FEEL like you have crossed the border. There were open air cafes with Mexican music playing, a Mexican style market and other interesting shops. At night, it was all lit up and could not have been more fun and festive. We had some authentic Mexican food twice in the Coyote Cafe - both on the night we arrived and again on Sunday night after the convention ended. The food was very good and the atmosphere was wonderful.

On Friday morning, the program opened with the reading of an old story by, I believe, Sue Glasgow. It took me right back to my first Beauty & the Beast convention in 1991, South of Oz, where this story was read aloud at the banquet while a shadow play was performed to illustrate it. The South of Oz banquet was so magical for many reasons - that shadow play being one of them. Years later, I learned that my roomie, Cyndi Rodriguez, was actually the person who played Catherine in that shadow play! The story is epic in nature – all about Vincent and Catherine's legacy in the Tunnel World. I always find it sad - I don’t like thinking about V&C’s deaths, even if it is decades into the future. But the memories made it a very nice moment for me.

This was a year of great joy and great sorrow – and I felt good that we could share that range of emotions as a group. The memorial for Chan was beautiful and I thought it was so lovely that we actually got to live the ceremony from the episode 'Ashes, Ashes.' There was a small fire going on the patio outside of the convention room. It struck me that I don't think there has ever been an outdoor patio as part of the convention space before, but it was perfect for this. We were given small scroll-like bits of paper to write our messages on, and when we were ready we could bring them outside and add them to the fire.

Something beautiful was read that included a part about other loved ones we have lost this year. I remember JoAnn identified them only by relationship, and when I heard “a mother,” I felt so honored to have my mom acknowledged in that way. We were invited to write a note to these loved ones as well as Chan, and I did write a second note to my mom. My thanks again, JoAnn, for being so thoughtful.

It was my first time seeing Cory Danziger, Kipper - all grown up, and he very nice and SO cute. He seemed to have a real depth of understanding of what the show means. Considering he was so young at the time, that really surprised and delighted me. He said he did have a vague sense that the show was special at the time, but as he has gotten older he has come to realize the message and why so many people love it more and more.

I was once again honored to be able to model Catherine's costume from the pilot episode in the Tunnel Costumes fashion show. There are two costumes, one from “before” her attack, and a distressed one from “after.” In 2004, I modeled the the “before” set and I just barely fit into the dress. This time, Vicky wore the “before” dress and coat and I wore the “after” coat only, since the dress itself is torn and sewn with heavy tunnel style whip stitching and not easily gotten into. That was a blessing because I would probably not fit into the dress now anyway. But I loved being able to go on stage with my “twin,” Vicky, and model the two versions of what to me is the most inspiring of all Catherine's costumes – the one that started it all and holds the most possibilities, if you will.

One new activity, that was both brilliantly creative and so in keeping with the Mexican theme, was character pinatas! There were three of them: Paracelsus, Lisa and Lena. We didn't all get the chance to go up and take a whack at them, and that was a shame, because I would have loved to vent on at least one of them – probably Lena would have been my first choice. But it was fun just watching those whose names were called.

On Saturday morning, there was Rachel’s Gargoyles presentation. I have since gotten the first season DVDs, and I have to tell you that there really are amazing similarities between our show and this animated series - almost too many. It's very hard to believe that there wasn't at least one Beauty & the Beast fan among the creators. Just to give you an idea – there is an episode where the Catherine-like character, Elisa, gets shot. Goliath, the Vincent-like gargoyle, goes to the hospital and stands over her bed in a scene that was startlingly similar to “The Beast Within.” My thanks to Rachel for making me aware of this series.

Also on Saturday, there was Daria’s Make-a-Bracelet workshop. There were beads of every shape and color and it all looked so pretty, but I have never attempted to make jewelry before - unless you count Tamara's Crystal workshop last year in New Orleans. I really enjoyed that one so I decided to give this a try. It was so much fun! I learned enough to hopefully try it on my own. (I've already been to the bead department of A. C. Moore) And what's more, I was thrilled with how good my bracelet looks. I would not have thought I could make anything that nice on the first try. Thanks to Daria for sharing her expertise with us.

Banquet memories are mostly dominated by Linda H's presence, but one very special moment was when Vicky and Lee Holdridge did a duet of the Beauty & the Beast theme music “The First Time I Loved Forever.” It was just breathtaking to hear that song performed by two such talented people. And beyond that, I was moved by the fact that this was a moment of two people coming together and sharing their talents – in true Tunnel Spirit - with no thought to who was a “guest” and who was a “fan.” A brief, but golden, moment of perfect Beauty & the Beast harmony.

While I'm talking about performances, I also must mention the performance by the band from our charity, the Monarch School. They played for us during one of our lunch breaks and they were wonderful. The selections that they played were so lively. I especially loved “Under the Sea” from The Little Mermaid. I love that song and hearing it live on the steel drums was so memorable for me.

This con ended with our newest tradition that was begun last year: All of us with hands joined in a huge circle that wound its way around the edges of the room as they did in the episode 'Dead of Winter.' This time the Con Virgins were asked to remain in the center of the circle, like Catherine, until they were formally invited to “come and complete the circle.” In some ways, I find this even more moving than the banquet's candle lighting ceremony. And when it was over, we all dissolved into a good thirty minutes or more of hugs. It's the perfect way to end the weekend – and the perfect outlet for “that feeling.”

You know, that warm and wonderful, unique and special feeling – that feeling that I've never quite experienced anywhere other than a Beauty & the Beast convention! : )

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Haply I Think on Thee...The 2010 Beauty & the Beast Convention

Even though I heard it often enough over the years, I didn’t quite believe that Linda Hamilton would NEVER come to a convention. I mean, thinking that things are impossible is just not what being a Beauty & the Beast Fan is all about – in my opinion. And it was just so wonderful to be there when the “impossible” actually came true in San Diego!


I have to say, though, that it was also pretty nerve wrecking.

There were subtle differences in the way things were being done.  Such as a long list of rules read each day about how to treat the guests. And just the fact that they were being called “guests” - with not even so much as a pronoun to give us a clue. Then, on Saturday morning, July 10th, we were given wristbands to use for the autograph line. That was the last straw. I said to my long time friend and roommate, who was on the organizing committee, “Is there something you’re not telling me?” She said something like, “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” But it was more how she said it, you know? I tried a few other people and got similar answers - and with each one I got more and more nervous!

I’ve met her before, but I’ve never see her do a Q&A, so I guess I was worried about how that would go. But she was her usual nice, sweet self…and surprisingly funny too. It seemed to me like she gave sincere answers.

The thing that really stood out to me was when someone asked her what she would be if she wasn’t who she is. She thought about it for a long time, and then didn’t have a particular profession in mind, but just said that she would want to be someone who makes a positive impact on others.

As if she hasn’t done that?!?

That surely stunned those of us who have been so inspired by Catherine. At least, I know you could have knocked me over with a feather. It’s kind of sad actually; I think that we never really know the impact that we have on others. And I think that’s why we wanted her there at a convention so badly – to make sure she knows how we feel. Thankfully, Winter Rose and Vicky spoke up and attempted to give voice to what I was thinking. I wanted to jump up and join in the chorus too, but I just couldn’t get my brain to work – I had no idea how to really say what I was feeling: That even if she had been a doctor, nurse, firefighter, or all of the above, she could not have made more of a positive impact on me.

Then, to my surprise, I did get a chance later. When it was my turn to get her autograph, she asked me an unusual question. She said, “Are you having a good life?” I said, “Yes, in large part, due to all of this.” She asked if I have a lot of good friends here at the convention, and I said “Yes, but it’s also what the show inspired me to reach for in life.” She was still looking at me, so I went on and said, “How can you say you haven’t had an impact? You really have – you don’t have to be a doctor or nurse to have an impact on people.”

Did I say that?!  I hope that it was taken gently, as it was meant, and not as a reprimand. I was so worried afterward that I might have seemed like a “crazy” fan – because of that comment, and because I hung around in the back of the room after meeting her, shamelessly loitering, just wanting to see her meet other people. I couldn’t help myself. I figured that since my convention roommate was one of Linda’s handlers, I could maybe get away with it. : )

Backing up a bit, I did get to ask her a question during the Q&A. I had just thought of something and put my hand up and then the moderator said, “We have time for one more question…” OMG, I got the last question – that was really huge – it had better be a good one. I asked her why she thinks her career took the turn it did, playing many characters that have the strength theme going on. (I had just watched “Silent Night” over the 4th of July weekend and it was fresh in my mind how much like Catherine that character was.) The only problem is that I really don’t remember what Linda’s answer was!

Maybe I’m a bit prejudice, but I really thought that she stood out from other guests we've had over the years. Not just because she’s Linda Hamilton and it was her first time there with us after 20+ years of conventions. But because in addition to bringing three personal items to donate to the Charity Auction, she also donated directly to the charity!  She announced that she was writing a check for $1,000 right then and there to the Monarch School of San Diego. She also stayed longer than she originally said and read the Winterfest lines beautifully at the banquet that night. I thought it was really cute that when we raised our candles up at the end of the reading, she raised the mic, because it was in her hand and candle-like, I guess, and she was just following along with what we were doing. : )
 
All in all, it was the surprise of a Beauty & the Beast Fan's lifetime - and I don’t think anyone could have hoped for it to go any better than it did.

Monday, August 23, 2010

'A Life Without Limits'

{On the 20th Anniversary (1987-2007) of the TV series Beauty & the Beast}



“You deserve a life without limits,” he said.

And, somehow, we knew that really was true.

Maybe no one ever told us that before -

At least, not in the clarity of exactly those words.

But, this time, for some happy reason, we believed it.



And at that moment, glimpsed a little bit of heaven,

In an otherwise Beastly world.

So we pressed forward - just a step-

And then another - and another-

Always following their Light.



“There is no life without limits,” she said.

But, somehow, we know that’s really not true.

For we have tested the limits of our own lives -

Until we can look back from the summit of 20 years,

And see the Beauty that has been created.